tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9340603201706470462024-02-06T23:44:28.573-08:00"Calorically Responsible"A day by day chronicle of how I am reaching my weight loss and health goals.MaryB.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16589032491549060524noreply@blogger.comBlogger157125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-934060320170647046.post-43065304497426322832013-01-06T06:47:00.000-08:002013-01-06T06:47:03.755-08:00On a happy plateau.A new year, and another chance to make it stick! Haha! Who am I foolin'? This is a lifelong process, and a daily struggle. I'm feeling very satisfied, though, with the progress I'm making, albeit slow. Weighing in daily now right around 207. No change for the last couple weeks. Plateau? Again? No biggy... This too, shall pass. :-)<br />
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At this weight, I'm in a 16 for the most part, but I have one or two size 14s that I can wear. At my lowest a couple years ago, I got my wide butt into a size 10. That was nice while it lasted, but it was so hard to maintain! A 12 was perfect, and it made me so happy to be able to find clothes that were stylish and fit. At this point, that's my goal. At my age, I'm less worried about being "skinny", then just making sure my health habits prolong my life! I want to be healthy, agile, and still moving when I'm 60 and beyond! So far so good... and I'm only 10 years from my 60th birthday! Holy moly. Life really is too short. I want to be healthy enough, and last long enough in this body to see my son and his kids thrive! (And my son is only 16, so I've got to last a LONG time!) :-)MaryB.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16589032491549060524noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-934060320170647046.post-68874691279441765372012-12-09T06:28:00.000-08:002012-12-09T06:28:46.525-08:00Happy Sunday!Woke up this morning, my only day off, at 5:30. I swear, sometimes I want to take my "body clock" and throw it against the wall! LOL Weekdays, M-Sat, my alarm goes off at 6:00. On Sundays, I should be able to sleep until 8 without stirring... but no go! My body wakes up, and if I didn't, my cat would see to it that I got up anyway to feed him. ;-)<br />
No worries though. I got up, made my coffee, and got on the scale. This morning I'm down 22 lbs since August. I weighed in at 206.6, and that makes me happy. It's not a fast loss, but I'm burning a lot of calories during the day, and not being that careful what I eat, so it's going to be slow. Slow is fine. Slow is healthy. At this rate, about 20 lbs in 4 months, I'll be back to my happy 170 by summertime! Only 36 more to go! Easy peasy! :-)MaryB.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16589032491549060524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-934060320170647046.post-50195613089877568812012-11-25T07:36:00.000-08:002012-11-25T07:36:13.513-08:00No great loss.Over the past couple days, the scale has read 210.8, or 211.02... always in that range, and it's been there for the last 4-5 days. This morning, I woke up to a solid 211. No ounces. ;-)<br />
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Last night I took my son and his new girlfriend to dinner. TGIFriday's... her choice. I had Brochetta Pasta, which was basically angel hair with a light pomodoro and grilled chicken. Nice. We also ordered fried green beans, and salads. It was a good meal.<br />
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During the day, when I'm working, (and I'm usually on the clock between 10-12 hours), I try to get a quick protein in the morning. I'll have either a little yogurt or a couple microwaved eggs, and always at around 6:30. By the time I get my mail ready to go out, (USPS, remember?) it's 9:30 or 10, and I'll have a quick 100 calorie Clif bar on my way out.<br />
By 1:30, I'm ready for lunch. I've been bringing a whole wheat "wrap" in my lunch. I'll put mustard and cheese and whatever meat is in the house on the wrap, roll it up, and call it GOOD! And it IS! Friday, I had turkey and swiss. Yum.<br />
I always also throw in yogurt, and something crunchy. Either a couple of Newton Fruit Wafers, or ginger snaps. :-) <br />
Not exactly how the "low cal" plan started, but I'm not over doing it, and the exercise I'm getting daily is burning off whatever I eat during the day. I just have to watch my dinners. Usually, I'm too tired to have more than a salad anyway, and some nights I'm too tired to build one, so I settle for a glass of wine and some frozen veggies. Haha!<br />
I really should be balancing my meals better... but once I've had that glass of wine, I can barely balance <em>myself!</em>MaryB.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16589032491549060524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-934060320170647046.post-4301559558259858312012-11-22T18:37:00.000-08:002012-11-22T18:37:06.279-08:00Hello, Little Plaid Skirt. Long time no see...Today, I went to my boyfriend's house for Thanksgiving. Having lost 18 lbs, I was able to grab a skirt I haven't worn in a while, and feel like it was new again! Okay, fine. So maybe this style should have stayed buried in the closet. But it's plaid, and plaid is cute, right?? ;-)<br />
I ate a plate of small portions, and then went back for more turkey. I had two glasses of wine, and two different desserts. No worries... tomorrow's walking at work will burn off those calories, and then some. I just might wake up to 211 in the morning on the scale. But heck! Thanksgiving only comes once a year! And, for the most part, I was good. It's actually hard NOT to be good. When you're full, you're full. And I was full after one plate, so it was easy. I remember a time when I'd go back for a second plate, with full portions of everything. Times have changed.<br />
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Here's a photo of me today. My son took this. He had to take three, since he said in the first two, my face looked funny. Haha! Geez... I can't help how my face looks! I was born with this one! ;-)MaryB.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16589032491549060524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-934060320170647046.post-63276504259063259752012-11-21T16:24:00.000-08:002012-11-21T16:24:18.504-08:00It's a wrap! ...or is it? It's been months and months, (maybe over a year?) since I last posted. My weight got back up to 228. And I was unmotivated. But ya know, all it takes to motivate me is seeing the scale go DOWN a pound or two, rather than UP, and I'm back on track. <br />
So as I was beginning my downward spiral, (haha) I suddenly had a big change happen in my life. The boyfriend and I parted ways, happily, and I found myself needing to go back to work full time to support myself and my son on a new single income. For years I had been working part-time as a city carrier for the USPS, but now, the decision was made to go back to full-time. Full time mail carrier is tough work, and you almost don't have time to eat, and you work (and WALK) hours and hours a day! <br />
When I started full-time again, I was back up to an unhealthy weight. In the last 2 months, by just being busy again, and working and walking tons, I've dropped so far 18 lbs. Weighed in at 210 this morning. I think at some point, my body will just get used to all this exercise, and the weight will stop coming off. Hopefully, not until I get back down to 170. :-)<br />
Anyway, I thought about this blog today, and I wondered if it hadn't just disappeared into cyber space. But it's still here! And I thought about printing it, and calling it good, but really, my story isn't over. Is it ever over when it comes to our health? <br />
I think I'll post a few more times. Let's see if I can keep doing this until I'm back to 170, and then I'll print the whole thing, and put it to bed. MaryB.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16589032491549060524noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-934060320170647046.post-9927689416947476472012-03-10T07:06:00.002-08:002012-03-10T07:10:52.967-08:00Same weight!I haven't been making time for writing anymore, and it shows on the scale. There's a direct <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">correlation</span> between being accountable in this blog for my actions, and what the scale shows. Here it is, nearly a month since my last post, and I'm at basically the same weight. No gain, thank God, but I think I was at 219 on February 13, and today I weighed at 218. Holy cow... at this rate, I'll never get into that size 14 dress by the end of April! I haven't been as dedicated to calorie counting, as I have been in the past. <br />So many reasons to get this 20 lbs off before summer! And I'm wasting time!MaryB.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16589032491549060524noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-934060320170647046.post-90040146384764288062012-02-13T06:57:00.000-08:002012-02-13T07:12:33.144-08:00New activities.Totally lost focus for a few days. Weighed today and am up two pounds. Oh no!<br /><br />So I'm determined in the gym again. Today I walked my mile on the treadmill, at an average speed of 3.2, so I finished in around 20 minutes. Then I moved my happy butt over to the elliptical, and did another 15 minutes, getting through 1.10 miles there. My speed on the elliptical averages about 3.8, but I keep it on level one.<br />Isn't it so frustrating... the moment you realize, if you'd have stayed on track the last few weeks, you'd actually be close to your goal? But instead, you had a second helping of this, or an extra serving of that, and next thing you know, you're heading the wrong way on the scale again.<br />A while back, I talked about adding new activities to my daily routine. I need new ways to burn calories, so I'm considering starting to ride my bike to work. I checked the distance yesterday, and it's just over a mile, so it's really no big deal at all. The only concern I have is getting into the routine of taking my uniform to work, and making sure I have time to change and freshen up before work. I have a fairly "sweaty" job anyway, so a quick bike ride and a little perspiring is not going to ruin my reputation. :-)<br />My only other concern is that if I were to get a flat or otherwise <em>break down</em> on the way to work, I'd have to walk the bike back home, and get the car. There might be an occasion where I'm late to work, and I hate that! But chances are, it won't happen ever... or at least very rarely.<br />The weather has been warm for February, and as long as there's no snow or rain, there should be no reason for me not to give this a try. Trust me people, I'm psyching myself up for it. I'm going over all the pros and cons in my head... talking myself into it.<br />I have a friend who has given up vehicles, almost completely. He still owns a truck and motorcycle, but has commuted and travelled by bicycle exclusively since September. Even in the snow. He's my inspiration. If he can do everything by bicycle, and still have a normal life, why can't I do a 2-mile round trip daily? Well, it's a start. I might like it so much, I'll follow his lead! Not likely, but it's a nice thought. :-)MaryB.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16589032491549060524noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-934060320170647046.post-36986661114564318852012-01-22T09:14:00.000-08:002012-01-22T09:17:29.029-08:00Sunday, January 22, 2012Still at 219.2 this morning. I'm going to have to ramp up my workouts, or I'm not going to see a big difference in my weight. The food is same as <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">usual</span>, and most days I'm keeping it around 1100-1500 calories a day. Probably should read back in my posts from 2 years ago, and see what little tricks I'm forgetting. Simple things sometimes make all the difference.MaryB.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16589032491549060524noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-934060320170647046.post-7528546324220538552012-01-15T08:38:00.001-08:002012-01-15T08:44:19.379-08:00Slow-going.Moving down slowly, but I guess I'm just spoiled, considering how quickly I lost weight the last time we went through this. Two pounds a week should be considered good progress, and yet, I'm feeling like I'm not doing enough.<br />I've started changing up my routine at the gym. Instead of just my standard treadmill-weights-go home routine, I've decided to do some heavier leg stuff. My theory is to build up the big muscle groups, so they can do the fat-burning for me. <br />I use the "Expresso" bike, which has the monitor on the front, and a video of your virtual ride. You can sync your bike with the one next to you, and compete, or just ride alone. You still have riders on your course to pass, but you're not racing. I have been setting it for the "Coastal Ride" which is about 2 miles, and the "Campus Loop" which is about 2.6. There are hills and downgrades, so it's like a real ride. And my legs are feeling the burn!!<br />New scale weighed me at 219 today. Slow-going. Only about 7 pounds so far.MaryB.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16589032491549060524noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-934060320170647046.post-72675569963401455542012-01-12T08:02:00.000-08:002012-01-12T08:20:45.477-08:00New scale.Since day one, back in February of 2010, I've used the same scale. It's been a good friend, but it was time to jump start my motivation with something new. The old scale has been moved to the laundry room, and the new, fancy one is now in a place of honor in the master bath.<br />The old scale was pretty basic with a digital readout, and nothing fancy. But over the last couple years, I've gotten to where I'm just tired of its<em> questionable</em> memory. It seems that its memory will hold a weight for longer than the normal 24 hours. And I find it hard to believe that I will weigh the same, to the tenth, for up to 5 days straight. I don't think it was designed for someone like myself, who likes to weigh daily.<br />So this new one actually has memory for up to four people. And you can program it for your age and height, so it will also give you an approximate BMI. Another cool feature is the calorie readout. It will tell you how many calories you are allowed to eat, in order to maintain your current weight, based on your stats. <br />One problem: It weighs about 3 lbs heavier than my old one. So this morning, after having lost 5 lbs a few days ago, it looks like I'm back to 3 lbs lost. I weighed at 220 this morning, and started at 223. Oh well, it's just going to have to be this way. It's a sacrifice I'm making for the new and improved Biggest Loser scale!!MaryB.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16589032491549060524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-934060320170647046.post-54281984555187984142012-01-06T05:27:00.000-08:002012-01-06T05:32:25.850-08:00Going down, again...Just a couple days into eating right again, and I'm down another 3 lbs. I didn't show any loss yesterday, so today kind of makes up for it. <br />Scale said 218 today. I'll make that summer goal for sure!<br /><br />Funny, though, how just a few days of eating right suddenly makes such a <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">difference</span>. I don't realize when I'm doing it, but the second helping of mashed potatoes, or that fourth slice of pizza... It all adds up. And I'm paying for it now. But it's not a huge sacrifice... I actually feel so much better when I'm not loading up on <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-error">carbs</span> for no reason. These last few days have been full of <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">protein</span> and veggies. I've gotten to where I steam a big pan of carrots in the morning, and then just refrigerate them. Any time then during the day or evening when I want something quick, I grab a couple of those little carrots. I've never been a <em>raw</em> carrot person, but I love 'em steamed!MaryB.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16589032491549060524noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-934060320170647046.post-78191923572998647732012-01-04T08:17:00.001-08:002012-01-04T08:19:29.000-08:00Flashback!OMG. I just looked back at the photo posted, ("Bonus Photo") on October 19, 2010. Why didn't someone tell me! ......okay, you did. But geez! I looked great! I think the transformation was so fast, I didn't realize. Now, having gained back some weight, I can look back at that photo and go WHOA!!! I gotta get there again!! LOLMaryB.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16589032491549060524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-934060320170647046.post-89985352945376071572012-01-04T07:46:00.000-08:002012-01-04T07:59:44.811-08:00GOAL!On the downward track again. Weighed in at 221 this morning. That's two pounds since yesterday.<br />Honestly, I've known since the end of last year that I was going to have to crack down again on my habits, and I was sincerely looking forward to the holidays being over to start doing the right things again. I'm happy to be eating my egg whites for breakfast, and going to bed without feeling bloated is once again, a good feeling.<br />I've got many things to motivate me this time around, too. It's not been so long ago that I was shaking my size 12 booty around town, and it felt good. I'm not gonna lie... at age 48, I still love the attention I was getting. It's been a real bummer feeling like I've been a failure, but I know this is not only a project to get healthy, it's a learning process at the same time. I've got to wrap my brain around the maintaining bit. <br />This year, I've got two vacations planned: One in April back home to attend my <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">niece's</span> wedding, and another back east to help out in a family-run charity golf tournament held by my cousins. Some I haven't seen in 20 years, and some I've never met. I've got to look good, and I want to <em>feel good</em> for the trip.<br />For the wedding in April, I've already bought a dress. Okay, it was on sale. And yes, it's a 14. But at the time I bought it, I was, (and am still) in a 16, so buying that dress was not only a bargain, it also became my goal dress. It's a cute little sleeveless number with big flowers! Perfect for a spring wedding!<br />The way I look at it, I can be in that dress comfortably if I lose about 25 lbs. Somewhere around 195, I'm in a 14. It was at 173 when I wore a size 10, but that was short-lived. Being in a size 12, at 185, was a happy weight for me. And I think this time around, that's my <em>goal. </em><br /><em></em>Yes, Shelley, I have a goal. :-)MaryB.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16589032491549060524noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-934060320170647046.post-18987487438671727902012-01-03T07:33:00.000-08:002012-01-03T08:01:59.030-08:00Here we go again!I don't even know where to begin. It's been so long since I've sat and put my thoughts down, I don't even think I can put a sentence together anymore.<br />I would have to look back on my posts from last spring to actually see where my train went off the track. <br />Back in the winter months of 2010, I rediscovered my self-respect. I started caring about what I put in my body, and how it affected my health... mental and physical. It was a quick weight loss, now that I think about it. I remember I lost 12 lbs in the first week! My body was so happy to have more vegetables, and lots less pasta and starch, the weight just fell off. Over the following months, I dropped 1-2 pounds per week, and sometime around September of that year, I was weighing in around 175. That was approximately 80 lbs dropped.<br />I stabilized around 185, and wore a size 12 for a number of months. I remember going to a New Year's Eve party going into 2011, and being able to wear a size SMALL waist chain. AND, it slung down on my hips. I was actually thin.<br />But I had never in my life lost that much weight. I had always been chubby, and started fad diets that would take off 5-10 lbs at a time. That would always come back on, and I almost expected it to. I never had a serious weight loss until that summer of 2010.<br />So, I had no clue how to KEEP it off. Obviously, exercise, and continued calorie maintenance was required. But because I had never been in this position before, I had no idea how much even the smallest variance in foods could affect the scale.<br />By spring of 2011, I had put back on a few pounds. I told myself, if I get to where I can't fit into a 14, I've got to get serious again, and bring it down. But it was hard to focus. <br />When I started the "diet", I had a focus, and a goal. And it was a challenge, to myself, to do it right and get back to my high school weight. Well, mission accomplished. But the keeping it off was what I didn't plan for.<br />So now, here it is almost the spring of 2012. I started this whole thing on February 2, 2010... and almost two years later, I have lost the 80 I needed to, and managed to put back on quite a bit. Not all of it, but nearly half. Crazy, right? <br />I weighed myself this morning at 223. Back in February 2010, I was 256. I got down to my lowest of 173, and balanced out at 185. That's still a 40 lb gain since September of 2010. <br />So here we go again. I didn't know what women were talking about when they talked about "yo-yo" dieting. I seriously never thought it would sneak back on so fast.<br />But, the good new is, I have my focus back. This weight gain was a speed-bump... just a little something to slow me down. And I learned the hard way what it's going to take to keep it off.<br />Since August of 2011, I've been back in the gym 4-5 days a week. I do 30-40 minutes on the treadmill, and most days I make the rounds on all the weight machines, too. But now that the holidays are over, I can focus once again on my calorie intake. <br />When I started this healthy eating almost two years ago, I dropped it fast. I think I can do the same thing this time around. The difference now is that I have a new respect for the women that have kept it off for a long period of time. This time, the challenge won't be so much the loss of the weight, although it won't be easy. The challenge this time will be to find what will help me keep it off for good. <br />I have the eating part under control. I know my will power is tested everyday regarding that. But the lifestyle change, including basic daily activity, is going to have to be stepped up in order to maintain it easier, without feeling like I'm on a diet for the rest of my life. Maybe the hour at the gym 4 days a week isn't enough. <br />For the next few months, while I RE-lose what I had previously lost, I'm going to be searching for something I like to do that is good for me. I've been looking into hiking clubs, and Lord knows, Boise has plenty of hiking trails. Everything from flat land, to inclines that would make a mountain goat nervous! I have quite a bit of time in the mornings still, thanks to my job, and I'm thinking that something outdoors will keep my interest. I might even become one of those hiking-obsessed women, with matching socks and hats for every day of the week! :-)MaryB.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16589032491549060524noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-934060320170647046.post-26158646891071585692011-09-29T22:09:00.000-07:002011-09-29T22:16:46.064-07:00New gym.New gym is working out awesome! I drop off my son at 6:30 at school for his weightlifting class, then I go straight to the gym. My favorite part? TVs on every <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-error">cardio</span> machine! I watch <em>Beverly Hillbillies</em>, <em>Family Affair</em>, and <em><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-error">Gomer</span> Pyle</em> every morning! :-) I do my 30-45 minutes on either the elliptical, treadmill, or bike. Then I make the rounds on the weight machines. Usually M-F, since I'm up and out of the house anyway. But tomorrow, I'm going to come straight home instead of going to the gym. It's payday, and I need to get started on paying bills and grocery shopping early, before I have to go to work.MaryB.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16589032491549060524noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-934060320170647046.post-50821446548592367872011-08-24T20:05:00.000-07:002011-08-24T20:06:53.854-07:00Quick note...Still here........... Can't believe how lazy I've been! Old gym membership expired, and we got really slowww around here. New membership at a new gym, and all morning to go! Time to kick this extra weight in the butt!
<br />MaryB.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16589032491549060524noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-934060320170647046.post-54937349684022783942011-06-08T20:20:00.000-07:002011-06-08T20:49:06.814-07:00Working on the "hibernation" weight!Okay, I haven't fallen off the face of the earth. I just have gotten to a point where writing daily, weekly, or even monthly, isn't a priority anymore. My Mom says it's because if I don't have anything positive to write, I don't want to write at all, and she's probably right. I don't exactly have bad news to share, but it seems less important to write when I'm just barely hanging in there with the program.<br />But, this is my "watchdog". And the less I write, the more I'm likely to screw up.<br />To recap the last few months... Let's see...<br />I had lost a total of 83 lbs way back in July '10. By September of last year, I had leveled out around 180-185. I stayed there for quite awhile, and didn't notice my pants getting the least bit tighter until sometime around February of '11. Bunna calls it our "hibernation" weight. We tend to hunker down in the winter, and there's a lot less activity. That includes getting out and driving in bad weather to the gym.<br />By the time I got back on the scale to check the damage, it was mid-April, and the scale read 196. Ugh. That was 23 lbs up from my absolute lowest, but more importantly, it was around 12-14 lbs above what I had come to feel was my happy weight. Being at 185 was 20 lbs more than I weighed in high school, but it was at that weight when people I work with and friends of mine all said, "Don't lose any more! This is your perfect weight!" But I let myself slide... I stopped counting my calories, and watching my starch intake. That's a big one for me. Carbs and starch. Bread became a regular fixture over the winter months, and my daily calorie intake jumped to about 1800 a day. Prior to that, I had all but cut out breads. I was getting my whole grain from bars and oatmeal.<br />So, needless to say, I'm having to buckle down again. It's a never-ending cycle, isn't it? But aside from the fact that my cute size 14 shorts are looking <em>too short</em> this year, I really don't feel as though I've slipped up that much. It's a setback, for sure, but it's not the end of the world.<br />I watch that tv program called "Ruby" about a woman who has been struggling with her weight her whole life. She started at somewhere in the mid-700's, and got down, (now in the 5th season?) to just over 300 lbs. She has done incredibly well, considering she has some serious emotional issues. Ruby can't even remember her childhood before age 13. We're at a point in the progression of the program where she is beginning to have some memories, with the help of a therapist.<br />But that's not my point here. My point is, Ruby had a setback. A 50 lb setback. But she got back on the horse, and is getting back on track. In the scheme of things, a 50 lb slip-up isn't that huge, considering where she started. And in my case, I can't let this 15-20 lbs make me crazy. In the scheme of things, it's just a small delay. Not exactly "two steps forward, one step back", but it is a step in the wrong direction. Guilty.<br />But I've got my mojo going, and I've been going to the gym at least 3 times a week. Back on my 1100 calorie limit. Summer's here, and I'm wearing mostly my 14s, but a couple of 16s are in the rotation. Funny, at this weight, I realize that that 15 lbs makes the difference in one size or the next. When I was at my biggest, all my clothes were of the <em>stretch variety</em>, and I never even noticed when my weight slowly crept up. I notice now! That's for sure! I'll be happy as a clam when my cute little 14 shorts fit <em>cute </em>again... and it won't be long. Summer's only just begun, and it won't take long at all to get this "hibernation" weight off!<br />Oh, and I bought a yoga dvd the other day. Tried it here at home for the first time. Seriously... this is work! I can see where I have really let the stretching fall by the wayside. What a difference some flexibility will make! Just another brick in the wall of my all-over body health! :-)<br />And ladies, thanks for being concerned. I am still here, even though I'm a little reclusive. I'll always jump on here and write when you least expect it! And if there anything serious I need to share, you'll read it here. I won't lie to you. I'll always shoot from the hip. Good or bad, you'll get it from the horse's mouth. :-)MaryB.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16589032491549060524noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-934060320170647046.post-45145913695631377402011-05-03T06:18:00.000-07:002011-05-03T06:22:23.247-07:00The Evil EscalatorJust a quick note... Have to skip the gym today, in order to make my 9 am dental appointment. But I have been going at least 3 times a week, and spending about 40 minutes doing my walk/jog on the treadmill.<br />But, thanks to the lady that was on MY treadmill the other day, ;-)... I ended up on the <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-error">Stairmaster</span>... that Evil Escalator. Good news is, there's a <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-error">tv</span> right there, and the women who go to the gym at the same time as me watch the Price is Right in the little side room. I'm all set! Two minutes on that climber gets me sweatier than twenty on the treadmill! I've found a new toy! <br />Back to the gym tomorrow, so I can take off this "hibernation" weight. I don't like that it <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-error">creeped</span> up on me!!MaryB.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16589032491549060524noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-934060320170647046.post-29305777306907886852011-04-21T07:31:00.000-07:002011-04-21T07:33:32.686-07:00Hip pain.So I'm back at the gym. And for the longest time, way before I ever got serious about losing weight, I would go to the gym and "work out". Except, I never had a goal. I never had a plan. Now, after losing a bunch of weight, I'm on a mission to keep it off and maintain my loss. Plus, I still have that pesky little 20 lbs to lose.<br />The sun came out last week, and I felt alive again. Three days at the gym last week, and after I finish today, that will be another 3 days this week. I think I would have gone 4 days, but things came up, and I had to skip Wednesday.<br />In the past, I've not pushed myself much. But now, when I get on the treadmill, I visualize myself with long, lean legs. I really want to lengthen my muscles, and get those great legs back I used to have. Well, I <em>thought</em> they were great. And compared to what they look like now, those legs I had in my 20's <em>were</em> great!<br />So I get to the gym with a plan to walk/jog 30 minutes to an hour, and I usually do about 40 minutes before my tendonitis acts up.<br />On the inside of my right hip, along my pelvic bone there, I have some tendonitis. I can set the treadmill for 4.0 - 4.5, and I'm fine for awhile. It's when I set it higher, around 5.0 - 5.5 when I get into trouble. As that tendon heats up, the pain goes up. If I keep my pace right around 4 mph, I can go longer, but my goal is to get down to a 12 minute mile. I'm trying, but that pain is slowing me down. I can only tolerate so much, before I have to lower the speed, and let my hip cool off.<br />Here I had been worrying about my back causing me to go slower, or cut back on the walking. But so far, my back has been very nice about this jump back into exercise. It's my old lady joints that are fighting back.MaryB.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16589032491549060524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-934060320170647046.post-55841768696594679992011-04-14T20:30:00.000-07:002011-04-14T20:31:52.265-07:00"GYM" is not a four letter word.Three times at the gym this week. This isn't as hard as I thought it would be, getting back into it. I love my <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-error">tv</span> over my head, where I can watch my Drew Carey to my heart's content. The first couple of days I did a mile, then two miles. Today I did 2.33 miles, in about 41 minutes. At two miles, I checked my time and it was at 35 minutes. So with my walking/jogging I am doing about an 18 minute mile, give or take. It'll get better. I'm walking the 5K on May 7<span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-error">th</span> for the Race for the Cure. <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-error">Bunna's</span> mom and I are doing it together, and she's not a jogger, so I'll be happy to pace myself with her and get our 5K done at a leisurely pace. So far, my legs and back are holding up. I had an injury in my left ankle a couple years ago, and it acts up occasionally, but it's been behaving. My back is super great, and I can attribute that to the good work my new chiropractor did with me. I'm to a point now where I only go when I feel the need for an adjustment. And so far, so good. I haven't seen him in weeks, and I'm still feeling great. I think I can stick to the new 3 day a week gym routine. Honestly, I think it's because the weather is getting warmer that I even feel the slightest bit of motivation to leave the house in the morning. I totally get all cocoon-ed up when the weather is cold. My winter routine in the morning is to crawl out of bed, pull on my big, fluffy, pink robe, come downstairs for coffee, and "veg" out in front of the computer until it's time to do laundry or get ready for work. Today, I got done at the gym, and had the energy to come home and vacuum and dust the entire house. Then I still had breakfast, paid bills, and showered for work. All I can say is.......... <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-error">YAY</span>! for sunshine and warm, happy days!!MaryB.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16589032491549060524noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-934060320170647046.post-63823934418312616552011-04-12T07:25:00.000-07:002011-04-12T07:36:30.107-07:00Gym time.Gym. It's not a four-letter-word, but it's close. I used to be a fan, but I just can't feel the love like I used to. I think once I get in the habit of going again, the happy feelings will come back. The positive feelings I get once I'm there, working, and making a difference in my health and shape, come back after awhile. But yesterday, I got to the gym, and there was a sign up near the treadmill where I always start out. It said, "Don't touch the <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-error">tv</span>". Really? It's within reach, so I can easily change the channel, and if no one else is in the room, why can't I touch the <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-error">tv</span>? Seriously, I pay good money to be allowed to use the equipment, so why isn't the <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-error">tv</span> part of the perks? I don't expect to go and spend my 30-60 minutes on a treadmill watching a continuous loop of the news, or even worse, ESPN. I make a point of getting to the gym at the same time as the Price is Right comes on. I have a little schedule I've made up for myself, and I run during the commercials, and walk during the show. It works for me, and more importantly, it keeps my mind occupied. Walking for any length of time staring into a mirror, with nothing to think about besides how your waist wiggles when you take a step, is not how I want to spend my workout time in the morning. Drew Carey is much more fun to watch. And at the risk of getting my hand slapped by a <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-error">Stepford</span>-gym-employee, I'm going to touch that <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_4" class="blsp-spelling-error">tv</span>. I might even touch it twice.MaryB.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16589032491549060524noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-934060320170647046.post-4287666259593941712011-03-19T08:29:00.000-07:002011-03-19T08:41:54.305-07:00Food VacationWell, let's see. It was Monday this week when I woke up and got back on track for these last few pounds. I would <em>like</em> to say that it was to lose the last 20 lbs, but in fact, I had gained a few back, and I actually need to lose 24 when I woke up and started paying attention to my calories again on Monday.<br /> On March 14, I was weighing 189. Today, I'm weighing 184 again. So, to reach my new goal, I am 19 lbs away. <br /> Back in August, I posted that I was 176. And at the time, I had a goal of 170, so I was only 6 lbs away. But I see that it's possible for me to get to that 165 mark, so that's my new goal. And it's less than 20 lbs away. <br /> I've been in this range for so long now, since around September, that it seems this is my new regular weight. But it gets me thinking... when I started at 256, and I began eating super healthy, I lost 12 lbs in one week! If this is my new weight range in the mid 180's, then why can't I lose 12 lbs of water weight immediately when I get on track again?? It's not fair somehow. :-)<br /> But 5 in one week is fine with me. Seriously, for those of us that are in our normal range, or close to it, the maintaining is something that will be with us forever. I've learned what a month of random snacking can do to my waistline. And it was over 13 months ago when I decided my "food vacation" was over. I have to remind myself every day that I'm not on a food vacation. <br /> On the other hand, when vacation <em>really does</em> get here... well, all bets are off. :-)MaryB.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16589032491549060524noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-934060320170647046.post-41086352275437784872011-03-18T07:30:00.000-07:002011-03-18T07:42:34.296-07:00Yogi Chips<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg-g_2lB0309Qq41EaQA5dDHyHShVa67POfkm8wjsvu6WaMfsNEzF1aMVxG3CVFTzUGWbD2OnM_eg2cJmA7cN1rNL_tiUiKLcyZxFynscfLe0-olf15j-1-wvm7zAraf2Pb4JETJseQIGA/s1600/yogi.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 300px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 300px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5585430028693136674" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg-g_2lB0309Qq41EaQA5dDHyHShVa67POfkm8wjsvu6WaMfsNEzF1aMVxG3CVFTzUGWbD2OnM_eg2cJmA7cN1rNL_tiUiKLcyZxFynscfLe0-olf15j-1-wvm7zAraf2Pb4JETJseQIGA/s320/yogi.jpg" /></a><br /><div>Snacks! I've gotta have 'em! And I've gotta have 'em every couple of hours, or my tummy reminds me. I'm thrilled that summer is coming and I'll have berries and fresh stuff in my snack box for work. I usually take one apple, one cheese stick, and two or three bars of some type. I usually have my egg whites before I leave for work, and by the end of the day, with my 4-5 snacks, I go into dinner time with about 600 calories under my belt. That leaves me with 4-500 to spend for dinner. </div><br /><div>The other day, at the Grocery Outlet, I found something new. A type of chip, that is only about 110 calories for a bag. Granted, the bag is only a fraction of an ounce, I think, but just because they're lightweight, doesn't mean they're low on flavor!</div><br /><div>They're made by Wai Lana, and they're called Yogi Chips. The main ingredient is yucca flour, so they're different than a basic potato chip. These little gems are flattened and formed to resemble a chip, but the consistency is more like a Pringle. They come in different flavors, like bbq or sweet and sour. They're more of a sweet snack, as opposed to a salty chip snack, but the sweet and sour flavor is so good with the little cinnamon they put on them.</div><br /><div>Also, for anyone interested, they are also gluten free. That makes a difference for some people. I've never had any trouble with gluten foods, but I know some people have an allergy to wheat, so this is a good replacement snack.</div><br /><div>Since I found them at the Grocery Outlet, the quantities were limited, and when they're gone, they're gone! But I couldn't imagine that this product was there because it had been discontinued. It was just too good. So I checked around. You can buy them by the case on Amazon, and I think Whole Foods has them. Here locally, I found I can buy them at our Co-op market, which specializes in local and organic groceries.</div><br /><div>They're worth checking into. They make a great treat for me when I need something sweet, without breaking the bank on calories!</div>MaryB.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16589032491549060524noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-934060320170647046.post-1129659506110688572011-03-16T07:17:00.000-07:002011-03-16T07:35:00.052-07:00Mares eat oats...<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjeUcnq0cREdtzymY-dHj74p51dooaa4imIGXTRF2nsXAEyYQcqDT1XyesB_5Rl8QzcS6d_WhL973mF4shxuPhB2PPxANAG34qeSGCxTXxgDs3m8RZqVBnr8JqcjeJKzJaTHtEiJWCWP-g/s1600/dcp_0001.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 258px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5584686015939724834" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjeUcnq0cREdtzymY-dHj74p51dooaa4imIGXTRF2nsXAEyYQcqDT1XyesB_5Rl8QzcS6d_WhL973mF4shxuPhB2PPxANAG34qeSGCxTXxgDs3m8RZqVBnr8JqcjeJKzJaTHtEiJWCWP-g/s320/dcp_0001.jpg" /></a><br /><div>Yesterday, on a quest to find something new and fun for breakfasts, I found myself standing in front of the oatmeal. No surprise. I love oatmeal, and I've been waiting for someone to make it not only healthy and low cal, but also good tasting. So good, that I wouldn't need to add my standard sugar and butter. I love, love, love a big bowl of oatmeal with brown sugar and butter. But, it doesn't like me. So imagine my delight when I found this new oatmeal at the store yesterday!</div><br /><div>Now, I might be the last one on the boat here, and you all might have found the same, or similar oatmeals. But until now, I've been eating the Coach's Oats. My Bunna bought me a case a while back, and as much as I like oatmeal, I've not gotten through all four bags yet. One is still in the freezer, and one I gave to my Mother last time she was in town.</div><br /><div>The Coach's Oats are a steel cut oatmeal, microwavable, and about 160 calories for a 40 g. serving. They're good and hearty, but kinda blah, and I always feel the need to add sugar and butter or at least raisins to make it interesting and delicious.</div><br /><div>Enter BetterOats OatFit: The NEW oatmeal! I suppose it was just matter of time before the oatmeal people got on the bandwagon and started adding sugar substitutes and artificial flavorings to their oatmeal. This one is the best I've tried. For a 28 g. serving, portioned out into little bags, it has only 100 calories. It's microwavable in a couple minutes, and best of all, it needs no add-ins! I bought the cinnamon roll flavor, and I swear... it's like it has the sugar and butter in it already! Love this stuff!</div><br /><div>Granted, it's a smaller serving than the Coach's Oats, but it's got less fat and less carbs than the steel cut oats. On the other hand, it's also got less protein and fiber. It's got a bunch more sodium, too. Seems like a fair trade though, for the awesome flavor.</div><br /><div>Now, I can have my oats, and eat them too! And as for the Coach's Oats... well, they make a darn good cookie. :-)</div>MaryB.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16589032491549060524noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-934060320170647046.post-60557191659045528872011-03-15T07:46:00.000-07:002011-03-15T07:54:59.736-07:00Wake up!<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgoIop0woZ7gYTNlGdqfLEnhLSg0rrUVLGq6nyEF-_r7yMZpWQwgX2qWUsLlufoHSgG1rU43-igxJ0BRJrWBwxk1ZVfvKeRXHjf4ysLOrsGhkVpIbI5bPUqAYTRseMQvNYxtIGkfp3jOjU/s1600/yosemitecup.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 200px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 194px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5584320303619671826" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgoIop0woZ7gYTNlGdqfLEnhLSg0rrUVLGq6nyEF-_r7yMZpWQwgX2qWUsLlufoHSgG1rU43-igxJ0BRJrWBwxk1ZVfvKeRXHjf4ysLOrsGhkVpIbI5bPUqAYTRseMQvNYxtIGkfp3jOjU/s200/yosemitecup.jpg" /></a><br /><div>Okay. I'm facing the facts. I gained. Ugh. I GAINED.<br />I knew it was happening... the jeans slowly feeling less baggy and more like they fit, and then suddenly, too tight? YIKES.<br />I was hovering around 178-182 for the longest time, and then all common sense went out the window. Calories? Who cares! Well, I realized that a month of "who cares" turned into about a 7 lbs gain.<br />Yesterday, I weighed 189. That was my wake-up call. And I got back on track and stopped with the bowl of cereal at 9:00 pm, and the extra helping of rice at dinner. This morning, I'm down a little to 187.<br />In three months, I'll be going on vacation to sunny Myrtle Beach, via sunny North Carolina and my sister's house. Swimming, in the pool and the lake, and then sunning on the beach. This body is not going to stay at 187 for long! I've got some work to do! I've got to wake up and smell the coffee! ...black coffee, no cream, no sugar, please. :-)</div>MaryB.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16589032491549060524noreply@blogger.com1